your state of mind hanging out of balance
while waging another bout.
Take a respirator to remember
but barley can afford life's breath
time passes...
and then well realize how short the period
that is life and eternal rest.
Even though this heart has been broken, mended, but may never heal
mere words are barely adequate to the emotions that are real.
maybe what they say is true "why mess with a good thing?"
good friends are hard to find, but when found are easy to keep... at least thats what i was told. i say the best friends are the ones you have to struggle with, fight for, and witness reality of life with. i guess thats always been hard for me. with so many groups of friends its hard for me to decipher the ones who are actually there for me, and the ones who are there to in one way or another use me. today was one of those reminiscing days. i realized im one to fuck up a lot. i dont know if its something i do above average or not, but its the truth. so many things im sorry for. ive been the reason why i lose so many friends i guess, but not in the "i stabbed them in the back" type of way. more like, i should have paid more attention to them or in some cases less attention to them. but its hard.
im hoping that one day this handful of individuals and i can go back to the days where we actually talked. because i enjoyed your company. because you actually listened. because we promised "friends forever no matter what".
" i went to school for fourteen years and my best teacher was experience"
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